gekogoth009
Chibi Guardian
so I am breakable................
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Post by gekogoth009 on Jan 24, 2005 6:37:16 GMT 10
i dont think u sound liek a taco,but anyway,you should confront your friend/s and ask them wth is there problem,especily if its a rely bad lie or sumthing,and if they say "o it wasnt me" i dont think there worth being your friend.
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ShadowSpinner
Starlight Chibi
hm. whats this feeling? hate? love? hurt? kindness?
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Post by ShadowSpinner on Jan 24, 2005 8:31:09 GMT 10
hm thanks alot. But my friends are acting tottaly diffrent now and i dont want them to get mad because it takes me awhile to make friends./
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gekogoth009
Chibi Guardian
so I am breakable................
Posts: 73
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Post by gekogoth009 on Jan 24, 2005 10:13:39 GMT 10
its better to be alone,then to be alone with friends that are never the same person inside,and out
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gekogoth009
Chibi Guardian
so I am breakable................
Posts: 73
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Post by gekogoth009 on Jan 24, 2005 10:49:01 GMT 10
IM SCREAMING THIS SO WHEN I STOP MY THROAT WILL BLEED WITH REGRET,SO YOU'LL NEVER FORGET,AND WHEN THEY GO TO HOLD ME BACK IN MY CHAIR,THE WILL FEEL MY VAINS IN MY THROAT READY TO BHURST,CAUSE THIS ANGER IS A CRAVING THIRST,BUT FORGET MY THRETS,AND I LOST ALL BETS,I TRIED AND I TRIED,AND LIED AND LIED,BUT NOW IM JUST SHAKEING AND COUGHING WITH ANGER AND SORROW,AND NOW IM CRYING,YOUR JUST SITTING THERE WITH A LOOK OF DISGUST,SORRY AND WHAT HAPPEND,ITS SUMTHING THAT COULD ONLY BE PAINTED,AND IM SO PI**** THAT IM ABOUT TO FAINT,BUT I CANT,I HAVE TO SCREAM AND GET THESE WORDS OUT BEFORE I CHOKE ON THEM AND SWALLOW THEM BACK DOWN,SO I WONT BACK DOWN NOW,I WONT,IM NOT SOME PLAY THING,SO PLEASE,IM SORRY WONT FIX SHI* NOW,NOW NOW NOW,ALL I DO IS TALK ABOUT TOMMORO,AND YESTERDAY,BUT IM TALKING ABOUT F***ING NOW,RIGHT HERE,AND NOW MY EYES ARE BLEEDING WITH TEARS,AND MY CUTS ARE REOPENING,BUT NOT THE OLD ONES ON MY ARM,BUT THE ONES DEEP WITHIN MY MIND,AND ON MY ARM,SO PAINFUL,ITS LIKE A SWARM OF FIRE ANTS BITTEING AT MY EYES,EATING THE SKIN THAT LOCKS IN THE WATER,SO NOW U KNOW,WERE THROUGH,BUT THE THING IS,WE NEVER WHERE,THERE WAS NEVER A ME AND YOU,NOT EVER,NOT NOW,NOT THEN,SO WHEN WILL YOU GET IT,NOT EVEN YOU,BUT ME,IM BEING SUCH A HYPACRIT,A LIAR,IT WAS ALL ME,BUT IT ALSO WAS ALL YOU,and im chokeing on my anger,im sorry i lost it,but now im better,but....there is always gonna be...a but
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ShadowSpinner
Starlight Chibi
hm. whats this feeling? hate? love? hurt? kindness?
Posts: 208
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Post by ShadowSpinner on Jan 25, 2005 10:26:02 GMT 10
yeah but im just lucky they talk to me. I guess I shouldent have tried to make friends.I dont make friends Nope not ME. srry let my anger get the best of me but ill head your advice!!!! and your last post here was great but alittle scary comeing from someone as kind as you. its better to be alone,then to be alone with friends that are never the same person inside,and out
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gekogoth009
Chibi Guardian
so I am breakable................
Posts: 73
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Post by gekogoth009 on Jan 26, 2005 6:38:42 GMT 10
kindness has nothing to do with anger,and ultimitly hating your life on and off,and having friends back stab you,or slap your hand when your reaching out,at your most desperet point,only to be matched with the next time they do it,and eventuly you lose all your friends,or u keep the ones that just take and take from you,till you wined up draid,and hallow,and so god **** numb when your problems come out,and your most c'mon saying at theripy is "i dont know" cause your so dam* lost you've block the sh** out,so all your left with is a broke life,and a broken heart,thats taped back together only to be broke agan & agan,and when you finnaly come out of your room witch has become your shell,to run to and confied in,you wined up finding out the reason you ran from your demons,and yet you still face them so cold and blindly and you wined up like me,missing 2 years of school,all because of two god **mn events,and one of them is about your dad,and that just knocks the wind outta ya,and so u cant spell for anything,but people keep telling you how smart and great are you feel like a huge fake,like a wall ready to brake,but u already broke,so your thriving off of whats left of your sanity and reason
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ShadowSpinner
Starlight Chibi
hm. whats this feeling? hate? love? hurt? kindness?
Posts: 208
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Post by ShadowSpinner on Jan 26, 2005 11:30:14 GMT 10
man, i feel really lucky now. But i hope your ok. Because i get kinda angrey when someone beats themselves up inside because of the past. you can always talk. to your friends or people you know.
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gekogoth009
Chibi Guardian
so I am breakable................
Posts: 73
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Post by gekogoth009 on Jan 27, 2005 11:22:47 GMT 10
talking is like stiching my lips,each word and stich,but i help others and that gets me by
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ShadowSpinner
Starlight Chibi
hm. whats this feeling? hate? love? hurt? kindness?
Posts: 208
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Post by ShadowSpinner on Jan 27, 2005 22:14:51 GMT 10
well keep it up!!!!!
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gekogoth009
Chibi Guardian
so I am breakable................
Posts: 73
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Post by gekogoth009 on Jan 30, 2005 12:48:53 GMT 10
You said hello i ansered we stayed the best of friends (just,just just now here we are sitting as were bothing fighting to stay awake (c'mon fall asleep) were together atleast its even better then i had imagand but i know the day (f**k**g minits away) till u wake away but hey let the moment fill it and spill it over me washing away my tears sealing them in fears raping them up and sending them away (away...just away,i need to be) c;mon babby get the mint i can smell your breath fresh as mint you i hate it but u take them (tic tack,i know ill want u back) so emo in my lyrics so empty are these words more like a song then a teenage poem
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ShadowSpinner
Starlight Chibi
hm. whats this feeling? hate? love? hurt? kindness?
Posts: 208
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Post by ShadowSpinner on Feb 2, 2005 8:08:51 GMT 10
oh so good. diff from your usual but still very good. ;D
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gekogoth009
Chibi Guardian
so I am breakable................
Posts: 73
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Post by gekogoth009 on Feb 2, 2005 13:25:39 GMT 10
i tink it blows ash meet
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ShadowSpinner
Starlight Chibi
hm. whats this feeling? hate? love? hurt? kindness?
Posts: 208
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Post by ShadowSpinner on Feb 3, 2005 7:52:29 GMT 10
in english please..........
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gekogoth009
Chibi Guardian
so I am breakable................
Posts: 73
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Post by gekogoth009 on Feb 3, 2005 13:07:00 GMT 10
bwahahahha,i said "i think it blows a** meat"
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ShadowSpinner
Starlight Chibi
hm. whats this feeling? hate? love? hurt? kindness?
Posts: 208
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Post by ShadowSpinner on Feb 4, 2005 6:12:51 GMT 10
ok thanks! well do more!!!!
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