PayPay
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Post by PayPay on Apr 12, 2004 7:44:48 GMT 10
I have a few poems and they may not be the best or even good but they were written from the heart. ^^;
Most don't have names so... DO NOT BLAME ME... Okay well it is my fault but... so >>;
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Lieing is one,
Betrayal is another,
Death concludes both or the other,
Wisdom, Hate, Love and all,
do we not ever just smile?
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Post by PayPay on Apr 12, 2004 7:45:20 GMT 10
My heart had stars, blue, gold and white.
But now my heart is filled with the dark light.
My scream is loud but silent to his ears.
Does no one hear? Does no one care?
One hears, and I feel his arms around.
"I am here. I am here."
My heart softens and I curl into his bosom. "Thank you, Lord. Thank you, " I cried.
I felt his smile, his warmth.
He is my true friend.
My lord.
My savior.
My friend.
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Post by PayPay on Apr 12, 2004 7:45:41 GMT 10
I can't hide my feelings, even when I try.
I think I love him... maybe not love...
But there's something there!
But I feel for the other one...
What am I to do? I have no clue!
I'm not--I'm not allowed to feel this way.
Not for one, not for one, not my kind.
I know who I want.
Deep in my soul, I feel the light flash.
I know It'll never crash... ever.
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Post by PayPay on Apr 12, 2004 7:46:24 GMT 10
So what are your hopes?
What are your dreams?
I hope it's not me!
I wont say it,
I wont even whisper it,
I wont admit it.
I want the feelings gone.
Maybe I am strong, After all...
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Post by PayPay on Apr 12, 2004 7:46:54 GMT 10
I'm tired.
I'm a addict.
I felt the faith sunday morning.
My faith quivers with pain, love, hate, tears, even joy.
I want peace, hope, joy... freedom!
Freedom of these chains bounding me away from the light!
I make plans, Promises.
Why do I cancel?
Why do I lie?
I want what I can't have.
Whys it like that?
My eyes fall to the rest.
I drift to another realm yet I'm still awake with fear.
Tears roll like a marry-go-round...
... Round and Round.
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Post by PayPay on Apr 12, 2004 7:47:16 GMT 10
Deadly Murderer
Lost and Broken in a box,
Tossed and killed with an axe,
Feeling free like the wind,
Killing sprees open up again.
Hush my friend,
Don't say a word,
Mr. Sword will mock your words
Listen here,
Listen now,
Forever the dead,
Will rule the crown.
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Post by Chibi Jen on Apr 16, 2004 11:04:58 GMT 10
Nice poems PayPay; very interesting  Are they all continuous to another? |
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Post by PayPay on Apr 16, 2004 12:28:07 GMT 10
Actually no. All of them except the one about murder are my journal entries. ^^;
I'm not even sure if I should call them Poems or if I should name them Plain ol' Emotions.
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Post by Death Soldier on Apr 20, 2004 15:24:41 GMT 10
Very interesting poems Paypay, there's lots of contrasting juxtapostion words.... But now my heart is filled with the dark light. Dark Light? I found that interesting...how could there be light, when it's dark? |
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Post by PayPay on Apr 20, 2004 22:41:56 GMT 10
Yeah, confusing, ne?
Really, the first poems before the one of murders was written from my heart and straight from emotions.
So the 'Dark light' in that stanza seemed to be like what was holding me back from what I was seeking.
But when I do come more to think of it... 'Dark Light' seemed more like... a dark (seemed) never-ending tunnel... and at the end was the dull light leading me out into the open, the good world. But it was just too far away... o.o
But besides that I just was writing from my emotions and heart. ^^;;; Its like one of those, "Huh? I gotta think this out..." Sorta' poem...
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Post by Belldandy on Apr 30, 2004 13:40:23 GMT 10
these poems are really something...It's very strong when written from the heart. It seems like you wanted to write them down on paper to understand them better. It might have been a happy feeling when you finished. very lovely poems  |
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Post by Chibi Jen on Aug 11, 2004 17:45:10 GMT 10
Yeah...I agree with Bell ^_^ I reckon you should post more poems up (When you get back.. that is) |
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Post by sailorfire on Aug 27, 2004 5:08:46 GMT 10
indeed. they are profound.
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Post by PayPay on Dec 31, 2004 9:45:30 GMT 10
Awws ^_^ Thankies guys... I've found another that seems more like a rap when I read it XD  Seems like I've already posted it... on another thread but... Ah, I'll put it in my collection. XD But uh, neway... --- Angels I have listened for, all my life I've tried to be the best I can be, When I fall I'll dwell in your arms, You stood by my side even when I was wrong, I've dreamed of someone like you for a long time now, So, when my head falls and drops of rain raids my face, I hope you'll take my place and smile, The smile you've always expressed with angelic breath, Take my hand and we'll walk this path together again. |
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<--Thanks ChibiJen!!
Seems like I've already posted it... on another thread but... Ah, I'll put it in my collection. XD But uh, neway...