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Post by Chibi Jen on Jan 22, 2004 16:20:21 GMT 10
'Passing by' poem was pretty good. I liked it, becuase somehow I can related to it.. I always feel as though time is just slipping away, when I haven't really achieved anything worthwile... As I was reading 'Don't leave me', something crossed my mind. Are you talking about Andy?? I donno, it's just a guess... it seems like it can apply to him. Nice poems as usual Shy-Kitty.
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Post by ~Shy Kitten~ on Jan 22, 2004 19:44:30 GMT 10
yes actually that was kinda about him^^;;heehee
I'm not a perfect person
i'm not a perfect person my body isn't all that great if you could only see me well maybe then it would be too late
but I want you to know everything is not alright if you could see me crying here well maybe then you'd hold me tight
you put the knife into my heart and turned it all around yet now you've torn it apart and you've left me on the ground
but i'm not as sad as I used to be and i'm not going to be free from this pain and your all to blame and you left me out in the rain I need you but why couldn't you see that now and I want you to see all the things somehow
but i'm not a perfect person some people think I am though but i'm not that great i'm only so so
I want to live without love and everyone but then I have love but then I have none
I think of the moments we used to have together and they were so much better than now I need you somehow
I hold your number in my hand trying to think of what went wrong and I try to understand but it will just take to long.
Holding your heart
i'm holding your heart and I don't want to break it but I don't want to take it atleast not yet cause I don't want to feel like i'm in a net and do I dare say the words I love you and would they be true do I dare press my lips against the wait......now I see i'm holding on to your heart till the time is right and maybe my wings will take flight.
Hold my hand
hold my hand as we walk through the storm hold me tight and keep me safe and warm wisper the word to me that i've wanted to hear for so long and please don't tell me i'm wrong hold my hand as I let out my tears hug me as I tell you my fears part the hair that is in my eyes and don't tell any lies for I love you......so hold my hand and understand.
Why?
why open my heart when all it does is get broken why show you any affection because my love is a token why smile when I don't feel like smiling why cry when I don't feel like crying why say "I love you" when YOU don't mean it why like you if you don't like me back why want love it just causes you pain and then you feel as if your to blame why have a crush if you know he or she is too old for you why fall in love again why am I so loveable and likeable why open my heart when all i'll get is a knife right through it why believe that he will call you tomorrow why love why feel pain why?................because all of these things have good sides to them aswell like: why open my heart? because you may get love in return and: why want love? because it is the greatest feeling ever but then it is the worst feeling so......... why?
My Angel
he flys away then comes back he wants to stay but has alot of things to lack he crys over me yet is so far away he wants to see but all he does is pray I cry for him at night wanting him to hold me tight he has such a mystery to him but when can I see him and be with him all day and when can we both say "I love you......my angel".
All these walls
I have all of these walls here and I don't want anyone in or near so be nice and i'll put them down and maybe I wont frown but with all these walls and no calls it's stressing me more but that doesn't mean we have to go to war all these walls were built because all of this guilt I have, so they'll be put down later if you treat me better.
Catch me as I fall
catch me as I fall cause I just let go of the wall kiss me and take away this pain tell me i'm not the one to blame cry as I die yell at me if I lie snuggle up with me by the fire if thats what you desire so catch me please and don't tease hold out your hands I think now he understands.
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Post by Chibi Jen on Feb 13, 2004 21:12:11 GMT 10
Nice work Shy kitten! I particularly liked 'I'm not a perfect person'..Because it explores some interesting stuff, that i think many can relate to. Be more happy, and proud of yourself
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Post by ~Shy Kitten~ on Nov 26, 2004 11:38:41 GMT 10
What to say
What to say when your heart is a flutter what to say when your heart is about to clutter what to say whn the world turns it's back on you what to say when that someone says" i love you" what to say when your friend is down what to say to an annoying clown what to say when your heart has loved enough what to say when your life is getting tough what to say when you need not to say no more what to say when he comes walking through that door what to say when your finally happy what to say when he likes me for me what to say when you love something so much what to say when you have nothing you can touch what to say when your heart is racing what to say when you are pacing what to say when their is nothing left to say what to say when today is the day what to say when your tears wont stop coming what to say when you just can't stop running what to say when the thoughts have ended what to say when the day is just sp splended what to say when your lost and lonely what to say when your down right foney what do you say when your sad what do you say when you don't have a dad what do you say when the world is against you what doyou say when it was something you already knew.
Wishing
Wishing for a star to come to where you are so you can wish on what could be so you could wish to be here with me so everything can be dreams and wishes so that there will be lots of hugs and kisses so that we can be together once more because i will love you for ever more.
Staying Happy
Stay happy is something i do not know how to do is it with him or is it with you i do not know anymore mixed feelings and lost hopes wanting my heart to go one way when it leans the other way more i don't want to be tied down to much so that i cannot touch what i wish to which is you please give me time as i put these words in this rhyme i'm feeling sad wishing for things i never had or did just didn't know it but now i feel like complete and total sh*t I do not wish to hurt another person maybe this is a lesson why does god keep tormenting me maybe it's so that i can see see which path i need to take but i know i'm not being fake i'm not.
Why Hurt me
Why hurt me open up your eyes why consume me was it all a big surprise i feel like your not there when i talk to you what is it that i have to do to make you listen to me oh why can't you see i'm dying from your lost lonely soul your not here anymore i miss the old you please come back to me why run away from me she is my replacement something i thought was fine but now it hurts me whenever i'm online you both use me like i'm just a piece of trash why confuse me because you know that this wont last i f*cking hate this act as if it's pure bliss why run to her is she your cure she's not worth it even though i'm just a piece of sh*t why not kill me oh why don't you kill me just shoot me in the head why not just kill me instead is this punishment for something i do not know why why not move out and just make me want to cry you hurt me as it is so why not hurt me more i can't take this sh*t i wont take it anymore leave and get out before i scream and shout i want to pull my hair out i want to sit down and pout maybe then you'll notice me because you never noticed or wanted to see your abandoning me like our father did and lately you've been acting like a little kid a hate the way you are and how you just don't care you don't look at me and don't listen not even the slightest smile when i'm around oh what is this sound oh it's her voice oh yes lets rejoice fine run to her she's your cure i f*cking hate your guts and you are both cluts i hate you.
Feel any better
Do you feel any better when you talk to her do you feel any better when we all know for sure Do you feel any better by the way laugh and smile do you feel any better or will it just last for a little while.
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Post by Sakura on Nov 29, 2004 9:37:47 GMT 10
Why Hurt Me to me, seems to be the most deep. It makes a lot of sense. ^_^" And Feel any better seems pretty deep also. Just the repetitiveness makes it all the better.
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Post by ~Shy Kitten~ on Nov 29, 2004 12:02:20 GMT 10
(no subject) Angels fall at my feet who is that i will meet i hear your voice calling out to me what is it that i do not see i run to you and you run away please don't go i need you to stay killing me these voices in my head but i'd rather die instead. You ran away
You ran away to a far place that i can't stay and is it true that i really love you and you really love me oh what was that i was too blind to see i put my hand out for you to reach but you act as if i'm some little leach but you don't take my hand and when will you understand i'm trying to help you for what else can i do i need your words and your comforting voice so i know which way to go.
(no title) Lost without a care everyone left to stare you try to hide it but you feel like sh*t and theirs no one to turn too for how can he be this way with you you've already lost it now but now you have to get him back somehow how much does hemean to you hat is it that your not supposed to do how can she be happy when your so sad why can't she just give back all that she had She wants to help you but now she's living in a world not knowing what to do.
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Post by ~Shy Kitten~ on Nov 29, 2004 12:11:12 GMT 10
The rose
The rose sits there with out care as day by day the peddles fall off it knows it will never have anyone it wilts away as it cries and as it dies it knows it shall never be loved for yes it is pretty it shall never love but then again what is love is it a fairy tail or is it just some dream or some kind of hope that us humans cling to life for for is that all we are living for love is love the key to all things for it is the one thing that can make you so happy but also so sad for if love is the key then what is left for me?
Let her cry
Let her cry let her die let her learn for it is not your concern let him be let her see let her cry her eyes out in pain as she watches the rain it poors and drops faster and faster on to her window so let her let go they both need this but to them ignorence is bliss they starve for eachother but something just wont last needing something and needing it fast let them starve for they need not eachother let them cringe and not be with one another let her die for him and not forwhat he says let her lay upon him with darkness in his hands he helps her yet inside he aches she knows this but still she awakes let fear come upon her and rape her soul and mind let it tear her aprat with each and every find let her knowledge show her what is right for her holding this knife could take her life tonight.
(no title) Your the one that owns my heart the one that i can never be apart from time and space and i will always remember your face for it's not the time to forget and i will never let myself forget you for how could i when i love the thing you do your voice it melts me inside and i know that i will always fine a way to get to you for this you already knew but how can i let you see everything that is me i will sing so high that we will never say good bye i know that this will not end for you are my lover and friend.
(no title) Hurting inside the pain rips through my body so tight i'm in a state that i can't get through the night i'm needing your voice hold me close with your words ever so lovely i cannot keep this inside of me i'm crying dripping blood onto the floor i stay awake just to see you once more i need to stay awake to let my blood flow all over me what is it that i can't see i'm watching as my blood falls to the floor drip drip drip and it goes down once more i stay awake by the sounds of my pin inside what is it that i cannot hide i lay here now watching as the blood soaks the floor i'm needing your voice just to be sure i ache inside wanting and needing you here with me oh but is this just a fantasy.
(no title) I ly awake and every breath i take i think of you and how i knew that this day would come now i'm not number 1 to you oh what a thing to do I feel as if your someone different now please tell me some way somehow i want to hear your voice i want to be happy and rejoice but for once i need to think of myself for a change and be left just as strange i miss your words and your kiss too i wanted this to work so badly but then it wasn't you i felt like you lied and so i cried i died inside of myself clinging to your shirt and i wish you weren't that big of a flirt but i needed time why can't you be mine oh why am i like this is hurting myself just bliss why do i do this i need your warm kiss i screwed up once morr now i'm laying on the floor please shoot me now it would atleast take the pain away somehow i cry inside then i die i want to hide andjust not cry for once please just leave me at ease but then i start to think of you then i worry about it too if your ok and how could i have hurt you this way when you probably needed me the most but here i go and say goodbye your toast i hate myseld for what i did am i just some little kid why do i feel this pain do i have to restrain all my anger and all my tears all my feelings and all my fears.
Don't walk away
Don't walk away please what did i say i cry on my knee's oh please baby please don't leave me like this i need your words and your kiss i need someone here with me please stay and see i need your warm body against mine cannot forget all the times i spent with you please tell me what i should do i don't wanna lose you and i don't wanna leave you but don't walk away please just stay you said you hurt yourself to this girl then you tell me that it wasn't for real but why lie why cry for me why be stupid why be lost why be angry and why do i cost and i'm so sorry why worry i hate myself for what i did and i act like a kid please just hurt me rape me confuse me do whatever you want but don't hurt him he doesn't deserve this not my friends nor my....ex boyfriend but just don't walk away please just say you'll be coming back?
The night goes on
The night goes on with visions in my head thoughts of you and wanting to be dead the feeling of hurt and tragedy the feelings of saddness and reality this not good why can't you just understand why can't you just think for once that maybe this is what i need and if you think about it this hasn't all fell to sh*t in a way i did not break up with you i just saidi need to be single but then you had no clue of what to do you were confused and not sure for you thought this was the one this was her but if it wasthen how come your moving on so quickly how come your not listening you said you loved me yet you didn't keep me there you said you could see but it was like you just didn't care it's like an endless ocean of sorrow but i guess i will just have to wait until tomorrow.
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Post by ~Shy Kitten~ on Dec 1, 2004 10:37:43 GMT 10
I'm alright
I'm alright and i will be happy tonight i've got my friend and my family and i've got me till the end and i will be my own friend if needed but i wont be sad and i wont be mad and i wont be hurt anymore and i wont fall to the floor i'm not thinking about you and i know what to do it was hard at first but now i have lost my thirst for everything i once had and wanted is what i don't need now because i've gotten on my own 2 feet somehow and i'll be alright. Do i like this pain
Do i like the way this feels because it will never heal i hate how this happens to me what was it that i couldn't see you lied and cheated me and getting over you wont be easy f*ck it all watch me as i fall screw it please let me forget i keep seeing the images of you and her and i know there is no cure please kill me now i can't forget you but i have to some how point the gun at my forhead i'd rather die instead than feel this pain everyday because i can't keep thinking of you and her this way the thoughts running throuh my mind maybe someday i will find a solution to all of this i still remember your kiss the taste of your lips on mine but right now nothing is fine I need to just be alright yet i want to hear your voice tonight what was wrong with the way you used to me or was it just me you were afraid of and you say you love me but thats something that i just don't see now you love her i guess i am sad sure but still it hurts this pain i just watch the rain as i think of you and her together but this is just me this is just heather.
Fake face
Your showing your fake face it's almost as fake as your embrace your doing it again do you like putting me through this pain heck screw it all watch us as we both fall yet you did it first you got rid of that thirst guess she wanted you more than i i wish i would just die go on and live happy because it's a world without me yet you still will show your fake face.
All and all
All and all again you were with her and them i saw you only one time yi thought everything was fine but you lied and never called you got lonely and there she was was i not enough? could i not fofil all your needs? i guess not but guess what you got caught but only after the fact did i realize this big surprise it came to me and i put the pieces together and i guess your not gonna wait for me forever like you said you would not that you could what am i saying just go away don't stay go with her smell her kiss her make love to her like you said you would with me all and all i'm not happy with what you did you act like a little kid you lied and old foolish stories but thats all said and done now i'll have to get over you somehow.
Broken heart
Broken heart why fall apart why crumble into a thousand pieces why fall on to the ground is it because the new love he has found i should be happy for him i guess i'm not cause our love was just a wim atleast it probably was to him no i did not really love like he did me but love doesn't come in just 1 month don't you see it hurts badly and my heart breaks madly everytime i do this to myself i feel so alone i guess i can't atone for my sins and where are all of my friends i only have just a few but if only they knew how badly this felt i hate you but then i hate me i want to die everytime i see the imagesof you and her in my head i'd rather kill myself than see those instead. Twas the day...
Twas the day the night had to end to a long lost friend i looked her up left and right but that was the last time i saw her the last time i hugged her tight she didn't call for she was always sick after all then one day it happened i could not find my friend she was gone without a trce there was nothing left in her appartment but space but then there was a note one that she wrote it said to not look for her for she is gone now out of this world finally....she did it somehow i then looked out the window and there i saw my dear friend with no flaw her neck was all bleeding and bad for this sight really made me sad she had hung herself because of all the stress but she still is my friend none the less.
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Post by Chibi Jen on Dec 1, 2004 21:50:49 GMT 10
hmm.. some good poems here Shy Kitten Are most of these poems talking about the one person, or from different times/relationships?
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Post by ~Shy Kitten~ on Dec 3, 2004 0:59:55 GMT 10
well most of those poems were writen after the breakup between Zeddie and I from mf. tis a long story and if you would like to know just pm me k.
(no title) The songs from yellowcard remind me of you it reminds me of what you would do how you would act as a matter of fact this feeling grows more and more everyday and i know what to say the 3 words not big nor little for it can not be described what it is it's a feeling that i will cherish for the rest of my life i'd be lost without you and if you only knew just how much love i have sure ,ok ,i spazz big deal but this love is for real. Someday
Someday when we can be together someday we will spend forever someday we will meet atlast someday this wont ever be too fast someday we will kiss someday you will be missed someday i will hold you in my arms someday you will see me blush with your words and charms someday i will get to look in your eyes someday i will give you a big surprise someday we wont have to wait any longer someday.
Broken inside
You couldn't help it when i thought i needed someone near some that i thought would care you made me think that i was with the best person in the world instead you lied and i cried over the phone and now i'm home alone now i want to runaway i thought you'd stay i've been torn up before but not like this and now i'm broken inside i want to scream and runaway and hide i thought you were just a flirt that you didn't like her but now i've moved on i wrote this song i hope you read this because misery isn't bliss i thought i hated everything about you but now i understand just what you wanted and what you didn't want to do but now i ly sit here and cry you think i like this when i'm all alone because theirs nobody home and i'm broken inside.
Tomorrow
Tomorrow i will die Tomorrow i will cry tomorrow i will see your face tomorrow i ill be in his embrace and everytime i was in his arms it wasn't like yours it was just charms but you thought that i was distant twords you but what have you done now you ran away just like yesterday when i thought i wanted everything to be just fine and when i thought i needed someone to call mine but i guess i was wrong because tomorrow's gone are you happy now now that i have to live somehow.
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He's the one i run too when i have no idea what to do he twirls me around and when i come down from that cloud i call love it's just so above my head i'd rather be in love with you instead and i will scream out how much i enjoy every touch cause here i am pouring out all i have i love you and i hope you love me too here we are looking at eachother once more swinging these empty doors what was it that i was missing i think it was you.
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Post by Chibi Jen on Jan 31, 2005 19:34:43 GMT 10
Some nice sets of poem I found this a little odd though "someday we will spend forever" cause it sounds like you're saying u can spend money forever; though that doesnt seem to fit in with the theme of that poem, u meant spend their time together...or?
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Post by ~Shy Kitten~ on Feb 25, 2005 3:03:38 GMT 10
actually i think i meant it in a kind of like way like they would spend forever as in together kind of way
If I close my eyes
if i close my eyes i see you there it's the only way that you can be with me here all i want and all i need everything that i wish that i could see is you you have my heart it's true and we will never be apart do you know it too because i can't live without you i know that we've been through hard times and my emotions come out in my rhymes what is it that you see in me i just can't see it do you feel something too because i think you are afraid to show it i've waited all my life for you to come into my world do you feel the same way too but if i close my eyes you will be here with me we would and smile don't you see i don't know where to turn and when my life is a mess oh what to do when you already knew if i close my eyes you'll wipe away the tears and if i blink i might miss all the years and i don't want to miss one minute with you because i'm afraid it will go away too fast what is this feeling i know yet all i know is it will last you came to me and you made me see just what i needed it was you.
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I see him in the corner of my eye this is a feeling that i just can't deny because i'm afraid to move and afraid i'll lose i've waited all my life for this day for someone to feel the same way as i do and just like you i'm afraid to know the answer what will come true but if i idn't know any better i'd say this was meant to be this day just us to be i know where to turn if my world is caving in but don't let it burn because you know how to save it i know that look in your eyes i couldn't think of a better guy to spend the rest of my life with and you know how i feel even when it seems like i want to quite i don't know what i'd do if i ever lost you i would cry about a thousand tears for all of my tear drops would be for all those waisted years but now i know that you wont leave me i'll just let our love grow because i know that you would save me.
Underniether the mistle toe
Underneath the mistle toe theirs somebody i thought i'd never know someone that catches my heart someone that i've loved from the start he see's it too that i'm in love with him and he knows the truth even though it's hidden but underneath the mistle toe theirs a feeling i thought i'd never know i don't want to miss every little bit of this and i just can't wait for that one kiss that we will share together and it couldn't get any better.
The day we met
The day we met I will never forget the way you looked at me my heart didn't see although you saw me as your one even back then but then i came to find that no one elses mind was like yours because the day i met you i'll never forget the way you said the words that i have set in my mind for now and for all time.
I'll never let go
Although i've said goodbye before now i wan you more even though i've hurt you so I can't understand why you'd take me back for all of the things that i know i lack i'm gonna try and make up for all the times that your heart wasn't mine so save those tears and forget the fears of losing me for i hope you can see I'll never let go i'll never turn back infact your my soulmate i wish my love wouldn't have come too late but all i know is that I will never let go.
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Your hand touches mine and everything in this world just seems so fine and in your eyes they stare at me how could i ever need anyone else in my world because your right here with me and your all i'll ever need your lips touch mine and the world stops turning just for you and I and in that moment all i can feel is the love that feels so real and in your arms I feel safe I feel good and like theirs no other place i'd rather be other than here for this is the one place I have no fears.
What happens
What happens when you fall in love what happens when your already falling what happens if he is an angel sent from above what happens if your already saying "I love you" were those the right things to say "I need you" but what if that is the only way what happens when two people break up do they make up or do they fall apart what happens to their heats what happens?
You found me
I was lost and lonely with out a single plan in my life then you came to me and made all the wrong things right you made me smile and it lasted for quite awhile because you found me we were apart because I broke your heart how was I supposed to know that I would let go but then I saw j just what I wanted and I saw you right then and there I knew that you found me for a special reason and you found me and you gave my life meaning because you found me.
A walk into the snow
I walk freely in the snow not knowing where I will go but the path will lead me to a place with a person that has a warm embrace tell me when I can stop dreaming is it always this beautiful in your eyes cause there is no greater surprise watching you as you watch me is it that big of a deal is this that real shall i wake up or just stay asleep all i know is your all i need stay with me watch and see i'll make it right this time i'm gonna make you mine I walked away before i found myself laying on the floor hearing your voice in my head i got up and wiped my tears instead for all the years i did wrong I thought that i could never move on but then I put my coat on and walked into the snow not knowing where to go then you found me and made it safe and you are someone I can never replace.
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Post by Sailor Comett on Mar 3, 2005 14:03:37 GMT 10
aw, your poems are so pretty shy-kitten! They make my heart do something... which is the mark of good poetry! I loved 'A walk in the snow'... Lovely stuff, keep it up!!
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